all systems no go

damn it! my computer crashed again. this time it wasn't the lightening or my fault for kicking it. my cousin killed it. she couldn't wait and just kept on clicking and clicking and then it hung. and now it's dead. thanks alot Thea! haha. BUT, if my dad gets me a lappie cause of this i'll let you play that lame barbie game on my computer the next time you come. haha. I want a lappie.. i want i want i want.
i miss my cousin. she just had her prom, and she sent pics. omgh! her dress was gorgeous. so i told her i'll send up pics after merv's ball. heard that baby. we gotta camwhore through the night!! lol

ok thats it. im just complaining my computer is dead and gone, and that i want a lappie. really daddy it will save you more money. and im using my sister's computer when she's not around. oops! i hope she doesn't read my blog. haha.

not a target, nor shooting blanks

hey guys, i really hope you didn't take the voice out last thursday in a negative way. we weren't targeting anyone, nor were we shooting blankly at you guys. we (seniors) just feel that the way you projected the motives of the current team in a two-toned way. "catch up or get left behind". Blazers is a team, a family to some. when we want to hide away from our insane lives you are who we go to. I know Ken, Larry, Mark were pointed out by uncle sam. and Ken i couldn't help feel that you thought you were being picked on, but maybe my opinion of you in the team will make you feel better. I think you and larry and mark are the strongest guys in the team, i mean, hey you are the only ones who could possibly do a really powerful basket toss (if you continue working hard). so don't get so defensive ok...... there are always good comments if you look hard enough for them. :)
yes, its true we all have to let go and move on with our lives, my times running short. haha. but the day i bring doughnuts then its official that i can't commit as often.
for the team, don't feel pressured that others are moving faster than you, cause they will always turn around to help, if you really want it, don't just coast.....push yourselves to the limit :)



see you all monday!

dress hunting!

met nut today, we went present and dress hunting. Though we couldn't find a present....and gather any ideas, we managed to find two boutiques that had promising dresses. Such a relief i'll tell you. It isn't easy finding simple elegant dresses here, cause everywhere is spring collection. that means big bright, bold colours, on dresses that are so casual. Oh well, the two are Coast and Daniel Yam. I hope mervyn will say yes to the one at Daniel Yam, i like that one so so much. haha. And i'll only be using the dress twice this year...... damn! but its reasonable.

Anyway.... everyone is leaving me. they are all leaving for Aust! why can't i go too...... sigh. i mean yea, i'll be home sick and i'll miss my baby alot. but i want that experience you know? maybe i can do a internship overseas for 6 months. that would be fun! please please please.... let everything be for the best. :(

a friend is a friend!

I'm so beyond fed up with her. She is so irritating, i don't need another mother! I'm near 21.. i think my actual parents raised me right; to know good and bad. And i'd like to think that i'm happy with merv that i won't be cheating on him??? So just back off would you. Why can't people of your generation see that it's not a crime to hang with a person of the opposite sex. There is such a thing as just friends you know. Like what? you think every guy that you hang out with you have to like? please... look at him. HE IS ONLY A FRIEND! he is nice company to hang out with, plus he likes gore!..... argh! i just wish you'd shut up and keep your comments to yourself, i can't be bothered to hear them.

labour day

let me start off with wednesday,day before the public holiday. we went over to donny's place, played a little poker, drank some, watched the Liv vs Chels match. lol. So not me i know. But anyway, i had fun. I don't really hang with them see, so it was a change and turned out to be really fun. we arrived sober! and left whoozzy. haha. when we were sober we listened to normal music - alil' kayne, flo rida.... and as the alcohol kept coming we moved into - tiesto, gigi, dj alice, darude, robert miles, and anything else that was trance...lol! i was suprised donny's mom didnt wake up, we were so noisy. Laughing, giggling outside the laundry room- waiting in line to piss out all the beer....haha. but it was a ball man! got home at 6am, slept till 11 30 am, woke starving! then i met mervyn to watch ironman. shit! that show was really good. i mean i was like interested at first but lost interest but still went along because he wanted to watch it so much. like the lil kid he is...so adorable! so anyway back to the movie.... it was like average for me at first till the movie picked up and then..... it was like whoa! awesome!! beats spiderman and x-men. for sure.