I can't wait to get back to school. I'm so bored at home. I want to meet new people, lol. Hopefully get into the same class as my girl mal! at least i'll know someone on my first day.

I was just informed yesterday that my batch- seniors, quit cheer! i was so shocked when ting messaged me. It was so sudden, well actually not so. They were mentioning it. Then they said they voiced out, but the juniors refused to listen. Sigh. What has happened to the team. Everyone is moving into different directions. I hope for something to happen to make them see where this team has come from, who are the people who built it, the values behind it.......... the queen! you know who you are. you've got nothing to lose if you BITCH out, not voice out. Because we sure as hell don't know how else to reach them. And this happened the one training i missed. My gosh!!!

and now my thoughts..... i feel like he's getting a little distant. i don't know how else to reach him. I've tried explaining, telling him how i feel about his reactions but nothing. its always a "ok", "sorry hun". are you afraid to respond when we talk, are you shy cause your mate is there? you were never like that, it has become like that over the year...... communication is important isn't it? how are we to move forward if we don't face what's right in front us.... is it asking too much? we've come so far, i don't want to lose you. they say you have one true love in your lifetime.. baby you are it. so lets try?