I don't know why, but lately i've been thinking alot. Today, O mentioned some stuff as we were walking back to the car. Stuff i thought i knew answers to. I sounded pretty confident in the answers i gave for him. But now i wonder if they are true. If what has been said, are from the bottom of his heart.
I sure as hell feel that way, i just sometimes need so much more than what he gives me. He doesn't seem to feel comfortable when i bring it up. Not like he used to...... i really need more. Do it for me?
Questions i sometimes ask myself:
1. Is everything still the same? (in views, dreams....future?)
2. Does he mean everything he says, or are they just replies to keep me happy?
3. Have we moved into what we keep talking about? (open, honestly, truth though it may hurt)
4. Can we really tolerate each other?
Why do i have all these questions? I've never been so insecure. Yet i've never felt this kind of joy, happiness, or love. Love that makes me feel like i can do anything. AM i a bad girlfriend for thinking it?
Will he get annoyed when i need him at my weak moments??
I sure as hell feel that way, i just sometimes need so much more than what he gives me. He doesn't seem to feel comfortable when i bring it up. Not like he used to...... i really need more. Do it for me?
Questions i sometimes ask myself:
1. Is everything still the same? (in views, dreams....future?)
2. Does he mean everything he says, or are they just replies to keep me happy?
3. Have we moved into what we keep talking about? (open, honestly, truth though it may hurt)
4. Can we really tolerate each other?
Why do i have all these questions? I've never been so insecure. Yet i've never felt this kind of joy, happiness, or love. Love that makes me feel like i can do anything. AM i a bad girlfriend for thinking it?
Will he get annoyed when i need him at my weak moments??
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